my <3 from my <3

finally i got it ! having to chose between iPhone or this...

having to chose neverful or this...

having to chose the smaller or the bigger palermo...

<3

thank you

Why last-minute studying is hard for some people

There's 2 reasons why some people can do well by last minute studying and why some people can't

The first is obviously not everyone can absorb everything they read so quickly that they can just remember everything during the exams.

The second reason which im facing now, is that studying last minute requires studying like mad like 12 hours a day for 2 days. When you're studying too much non stop you rather get tired and really want to stop studying. Even if i know there's more to study to sit for the exam i can't be bothered studying anymore cause im just so fucking tired and bored of studying.

These 2 reasons basicly amplifies the negative effect of last minute studying.

So why do i chose to study last minute. It's because i keep procrastinating studies to replace study time with party time cause it's just harder to get bored of having fun, harder to get bored of partying.

So should I just conclude that studying have diminishing return while having fun have increasing return to my utility in terms of happiness?

But not doing what im suppose to do only makes me temporarily happy. In the end of the day when my results sucks i have to dwell in that feeling of being a complete failure for months. But how rational could i be?

gahh.

Five Months

Today is our 5th monthsary. He said he never thought that we would last this long because we're so different and i've got this 'player' perception about relationship with guys. I want him to know he's no like the others. He's the guy that changes the perception and i am changed. I never feel bored waking up to him every morning after falling asleep in his arms the night before.

Gonna go clubbing tonight. crossin fingers hoping Jess's not gona ditch this for a 'conversation' with someone.

oh an i deleted all my other posts, cause i dont wanna live the past, which i could say, full of fake self motivation and guys from the past.